stupid cupid

so so so.
i know valentine's day was a few days ago...
but i'm not the most on-top-of-it blogger.

maybe i should work on that...
eh. probably won't happen
:)

but i was thinking about all the different opinions that exist of valentine's day.

for instance,
some people are bitter.
it's only "single-awareness day"

others think it is the greatest thing ever because their significant
other is basically required to be romantic on this day.

i have my own opinions...

for the past 2 valentine's days,
i had a boyfriend.
so i haven't had to throw myself a pity party.

but even when i had a boyfriend,
i still thought v-day was dumb.
because in my opinion,
your significant other should do adorable and romantic things all the time...
should be spontaneous...
not give you a rose on the same day everyone else is doing it.

now don't get me wrong,
i enjoyed my valentine's day festivities with my boyfriend for those 2 years.
but still.
spontaneous is better.

now this year i had no lover...
and i formed a new opinion.

i decided i like valentine's day.

because i mean, who can really hate on love?
i just thought it was nice to see all the happy couples
and to know that i'll have that again soon enough :)

and even though i had no lover,
i still had my best friend :)
ash bought me chocolates :)
haha so sweet!
even though it totally goes against my new obsession with exercising....
but they tasted good :)

and even though i don't have a boy to love,
i have ash and many other best friends to love!

so don't hate on love...it's all good :)
and cupid will catch up to everyone soon enough :)

peace&&love
*ashP*

hmmmm....

so to my recollection, i graduated not too long ago...less than 2 months ago actually.

see look: proof.

so why is there STILL drama?

i'm not entirely sure, but i just kinda wish it would stop :)

so far it has ranged from girls hating me for no reason, to me letting my mouth run wild with one special word that got me into a lot of trouble, some friendships ending, people fake dating for a night?, and then the usual, of people just talking behind other people's back. ugh. too much hate, too many rumors, too much craziness! let me just tell you. it's a blast!

ha... not really, but at the same time, i really don't care anymore. because like i said, i've graduated. i'm done with high school drama. so it may continue, and i may be around for it, but i just don't really care :)

but for the good points of my day... :)

~i saw missionaries talking to a lady on the sidewalk :) i hope they told her how families can be together forever, and i hope she gets baptized :) ...and i hope my brother found a golden contact today, too, cuz i like it when my brother is successful :)

~i went bowling with friends...my score the last 3 times i've gone has been 42. every time. yeah don't hate on me just cuz i suck :) but this time i broke the trend! ...i got 40. well at least the first round. but the second round i got 69, including one STRIKE! so that was pretty joyous :)

~and last, as i sat down to my computer to write this blog, i saw a love note by the computer :) ...not for me, but that's okay :) it is from my brother-in-law, to my sister [[they're living with us at the moment]] and it says, "i love you, my lovely bride :)" ......yeahhh. he's for sure a keeper :) i just love when love stays romantic :) seriously, it doesn't take much to be romantic. more boys should try it more often :)

well that is all for now...we'll see what the rest of the weekend has in store for me?

:) :/ :@

peace&&loveee

*ashP*